#growingup

  • { Weight Gain and Pimples }

    Today was the first time in like 3 weeks dat I woke up not feeling like death. Idk if it’s becos my REM cycle’s messed up, or if my body is stressed over all the abrupt changes in my life over the past weeks. But hopefully today marks a return to normalcy… somewhat… Anyways, the… Read more

  • { Dats not very nice }

    Back in primary school, the cohort was split into essentially 3 groups, from Primary 5 onwards (so when we were abt 11-12). The first group, which had 4 classes, were the ones who weren’t doing so well academically, and were assigned the strictest teachers. The second, consisting of 2 classes, were the so-called best classes,… Read more

  • { 👁️PPT }

    Nothing like getting up at 6am on a Saturday for my IPPT 👍…. 🫩 Thankfully, Khatib FCC is somewhat near my house. There’s still a 20 min walk after alighting at the nearest bus stop however, becos army camps are all in the middle of nowhere. Oso, idk how long more I’m gonna have dis… Read more

  • { Happiness for Granted… }

    Second day of my mandatory internship and it’s been an absolute nightmare. U noe something’s wrong when u feel nauseous just going there, and it ain’t becos of nerves. Right off the bat, I noe I’m a terrible fit for a country club “sports admin”. I have no passion for it, not someone who can… Read more

  • { Hair Woes }

    Up til abt the middle of last year, I had long hair. It was like an expression of my liberty, having been a conscript for abt 2 years prior to dat. I oso wanted to experiment wif something new 😁. . I’mma be real, I dun look back fondly on dat era. It was initially… Read more

  • { Beautiful Men }

    Ever wondered which men I find the most attractive? No? Well too bad, cos I’m gonna tell u anyway 😝. There wasn’t a whole lot that went into dis. Ranking is decided solely on looks and vibes, based mostly on pics and videos I’ve seen of them. Oso dis list is highly subjective, catered to… Read more

  • { Chewsday innit: Part 2 }

    Dis session, I was noticeably more distant from the kids than usual. I hope they didn’t take it the wrong way, but I have a legitimate reason for it. So my stomach began feeling really messed up. It was churning like every few mins. I’d be helping the children wif the activity and we’ll be… Read more

  • { Chewsday innit: Part 1 }

    Tuesday morning means another day of teaching kindergarten kids fundamental movement skills. While I dun like getting up b4 7am for it, I absolutely love everything else abt it. Wats not to enjoy abt teaching kids to hop on “lilypads” (spot markers) to run away from the big “tiger” (me or the other coach) dats… Read more

  • { Can’t we just be cute? }

    (listening to CUTIE STREET influenced me to write dis) So I was looking thru and clearing some files as Gmail only allows 15GB of space for whatever reason. I mean, I cld pay like $2 a month for 100GB of space. But dat kinda feels like selling my soul and dignity away to corporate stooges… Read more

  • { Flowers }

    14th of February marks Valentine’s Day. I am spending it alone ofc, as per usual. Being 23 and having never been in a relationship in any way, sorta makes you wonder if you’re going about dis whole life thing correctly. But I rlly only have myself to blame for dat, up to dis point. And… Read more