{ Le sigh… }

Dis past week or two have been pretty boring, ngl. Maybe it’s got to do wif the school work, which saps me of my will to think creatively.

Or perhaps the absolutely terrible haze dats been heavily limiting our outdoor activities over here…. though more on dat later….

So, not much has been happening. Which I guess I’m thankful for cos it definitely can be a hella lot worse….

Maybe just some minor mishaps and inconveniences here and there though…. Actly yea let’s talk abt those, lol….

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So eating has not been pleasant dis past few days, thanks to these bad bois dat decided to spawn on my inner lower lip:

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I hate mouth ulcers wif a passion. Why do they even exist. They do nothing but take the joy out of eating 😡.

Thank goodness for bonjela, tho.

… though it still stings when I put it on.

Le sigh…..

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On top of dat, I oso had like 3 pimples spawning on the left side of my face. Makes me feel rlly ugly ngl. Dun rlly enjoy looking like an ugly duckling rite now 🐥. Can’t attract no pretty noona wif dis 😔…

Idk wat happened man…… Well actly I do, lol. I dun shower and wash my face on time when I get home. I feel like I kinda lack the motivation to do so…. noeing I have to go to bed afterwards, and wake up to more boring-ass shit 🫩…..

Le sigh….

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The other day I was trying out a dynamometer. If u don’t noe wat dat is, it’s one of dis things:

We were doing a test run for one of our event’s stations. Where it was supposed to be a group of 5 ppl, having a total collective grip strength reading of 100kg.

Me being bored, wondered how much force I could actually input into the device. In order to utilise my full power, I decided to try it wif both hands, for better grip, and squeezing wif all my might.

The reading came out 100.8kg. Damn I tot. I am one strong as hell mofo 💪🏻. Got me feeling like some Arnold Schwarzenegger terminator type shit…

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….. Not long after I got bored again…. and decided to try again…. Dis time however, it didn’t go so smooth.

Idk if I gripped it wrong, or just have stupid strength, but the dynamometer, literally SNAPPED down the middle of the grip-y part. And my skin and nail somehow sorta got stuck there 😶

Thankfully it wasn’t wedged deep, and I managed to get it out. But not w/o a minor bit of tear in my finger’s skin, as well as a smol chip in my finger nail.

Le sigh……

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Haven’t gone for a run dis week. Partly becos I’m lazy, hehe. But mostly cos of the unhealthy weather ☁️☁️🚬💨🌫️

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Wat in the Kalimantan is going on over there? Istg it’s so turbulent too. One day u think hmmm the sky’s pretty clear today ye? Maybe it’s clearing up. Probably won’t be so bad tmr…

And then u check the PSI the next day and u see dis:

It makes breathing not fun, lol. Oso makes u wonder why dis is even a thing. It is most definitely not a natural phenomenon. I’m pretty sure dats been debunked years ago…… yet it’s still happening now 🫠.

Our neighbours up north have it even worse. Some schools r apparently closing down in Kuala Lumpur, wif how bad the haze is.

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Wait a minute….

….le sigh…..

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But it’s ok, I guess. As stated, things cld always be worse…… a lot worse. And I will maintain my optimism, and be glad dat things aren’t, ye?

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08.10.2026