Ok idk how to feel abt dis specific topic, so I’ll just pan my thoughts down here:
So I was scrolling thru Reddit for some football related news. Probably some things abt Tottenham and their manager, or whatever. When I came across dis:
Idk who dis actress is. I’m not sure abt her story, or how things led to what it has today.
But apparently she was only 25. And some of the comments included…. weirdly beautiful tributes to her from her fans 🤔….
So I got curious, and went to watch her debut JAV film…
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Lemme address the elephant 🐘
U see in recent JAV films, newcomers, for some reason, have like a whole-ass anime introduction in the first 15 mins, where they talk abt their lives all the way up to dat point. Talking abt their schooling life, their jobs, all dat stuff…
Idk why dats a thing…. but it is 🤷🏼…
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Dis is knowledge I am embarrassed to admit I learned from being a hormonal young teenager at one point 😖
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Anyways, I only watched the first 10 mins of the film, before the xxx scenes…. and in case u didn’t hear me I ONLY WATCHED THE FIRST 10 MINUTES.
This lady was talking about…. very normal stuff actually. When to a regular high school. Eats ramen. Likes simple clothing. And also went to beauty school. Even talked abt her dream of becoming a famous makeup artist, which she playfully shouted across the river…
Knowing wat’s happened, dat whole scene is now low-key sorta haunting…. and quite sad…
Like, if u told me a goddamn porno was going to make me emotional, I would absolutely not know how to feel… but here we are….
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Beneath the JAV actress, was just a regular woman. Around my age, actly. Not perfect, just a normal girl with normal dreams, and with the hopes of living it out one day…
…which unfortunately ended prematurely….
She may have been a total stranger to me. But still a person, nonetheless…🕊️.
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13.09.2026
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